♥2011年5月4日星期三
so sorry that i left my blog empty for 5 and a half month,
i m too lazy to blog,
and i duno wad to write actually.
For so long,
so mani thing happened,
happy,sad or wadever it is,
i m goin to graduate soon,
goin to have a new life again.
something dat i dislike the most,
get used to the environment and i have to start a new life again.
i swear to live a better life than the others but seems like
other ppl have better life than me,
wad a shame...
i dint slim down,
i got no money,
i m still a bird in the cage,
i m useless.
i dun like myself.
tired of pretending like nth happened,
m i really that happy?
do i reli pick the rite guy?
or what they say are rite?
everyday repeating the same thing,
perhaps i shouldnt be a good girl, always listen and folo wad u both said.
and now u dun wan to let me fly, let me shine,
thinking that i m rebellious bcoz i dun wan to listen and folo advise.
sometimes i doubt that r u the rite guy for me?
can we last that long until we can grow old tgt?
i nid a rest,
a shelter,
some1 dat can protect me when i m fragile.
its so tiring to stick up myself to pretend as a grown up.
My World My Life
下午10:03