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That Piggy
Name : WinniE
B-day : Dec 11
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Control my temper
No Vulgar
Slim down
Chg hairstyle
Earn own money



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2010年3月31日星期三


My Complicate Life ♥
gan cheong wed finally passed...
tot of making main course today,
but was assign to make black forest gateux...
under a reli swtzzz situation,
i finally made the product...
not dat nice,
but enjoy making it...
oni when pastry i dint feeel like dat nervous,
duno y...
i might fail to make the dessert and deco...
but reli fun to make dessert...=)
less tension~

reli reli tired...
not oni tired, is exhausted...
the whole month started to sleep late,
wake early,
service...
go n back to college...
rushing assignment...
reli tired =(
make smth to cheer me plz...


saw the ah neh that selling chrysanthemum at ktm again,
trying to smell it but i failed,
sigh...
i wan chrysanthemum =(

y all things disappoint me?
y?
make me cry plz,
mayb i will be relieve after this...
so stress,
so mani burdan,
so mani problem...
better i go n hang myself all things be done.

......

WinniE
My World My Life 下午10:42


2010年3月30日星期二


My Complicate Life ♥
yay,
god damn i m so stupid,
bought the vest ytd,
n i lost it today within 10 min in the morning.
yapari...watashi baka des....
last time ppls tupperware i oso lost like dat...
taking2~ den i dun put wher=.=
stupid !
lucky i dint buy the expensive 1...

so dam tired after today,
n tmr goin to be the gan cheong wed again,
sigh,
reli lazy to go ...
TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD a....
can i b sick for tmr?
still hav to find recipe,
draw display...
damn!!!

sigh,
i might not b a good fren,
but atleast i m ur fren,
y la got problem knot tell me meh?
izzit u dun like me den dun feel wan to talk wit me?
or u dun wan me to worry u?
be strong no matter any prob...=)
or i will screw u nicely bahaha.

D*n*b*t kakkoii =D

XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午9:09


2010年3月28日星期日


My Complicate Life ♥
gosh,
i hav forgotten to bloggin for ytd..
lol...
but nth to write oso actually,
staying at home,
boredly...
finish my drama...
but the new episode haven come out =(

so bored until i play wit the hair wigs bahahah~
so weird~wit long hair @.@

den do assignment slowly...
den dreaming,
boreding...
den dreaming
den boreding again...

and just now my bro cleaning the office...
he found this >..<
Tada~ 90's laptop =.= ohmagawd... it worth 6k when my dad bought it...
color screen~now oni i know laptop for now much more cheaper bahahaa...
so funny, we all laugh for it as an antique..bahahaha~

Frenship is frenship no matter how or wad happened =)

D~ my D~ no matter how oso still my D
XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午11:54


2010年3月27日星期六


My Complicate Life ♥
had a good nite sleep ytd...
woke up at 2...
lol...
sleep like pig oni........
ngork~~

on9,
dota,
den search for menu design...
and when out to bangsar at 6.30
wit grandparents,aunties uncles and siblings.
sigh always dun feel wan to go.
since i m so "huge" compare wit them =(
Huge NiNi =(

dinner at bangsar shopping mall ,
fine dining chinese restaurant...grand imperial...

so uncomfortable to eat at classy place,
since i m not a classy person,
the food is okay lorh~
not seriously dam tasty type...
but the price reli...
2k++ for 2 table...=.=
actually reli not worthy,
probably the most expensive meal i hav ever had...
200++ per person=/
appetizer - 1piece chun guen + long bean fish ball
den main course - sharkfin(its reli sharkfin but the taste okok oni)
- steam chicken ( the sauce was nice)
- steam fish wit tofu ( a person who dun like fish ate this =D )
-vegetable soup
- fried rice
- a reli nice tong sui~like lin chi gang( long time nvr drink) Fruit lin chi gang wit konyakku
took 2 hours to fin whole course =.=
but the restaurant design reli nice,
even the shopping mall is nice n classy...
a shop outsied of the restaurant...duno wad + house...
selling furniture and got a cafe inside...i wish my hse could look like dis...<3
saw aaron when goin back...
both of us was like...
lol, showing the is dat xxx face...
haha,
i think he worked at kuriya....

haix,
reli no money, no classy...
mayb my bro was rite,
nvr went out to enjoy life,
so not used to classy life,
how can i suppose to go out wit no money + permission,
sigh,
mayb until i m dead oni i will be free.
i m 20 n i m still grounded by parents =/
haix,
my life style reli sux!!
fml...

wher'd u go? i miss u so...seems like its been 4ever u've been gone.
XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午11:22


2010年3月26日星期五


My Complicate Life ♥
m i wrong?
my decision wrong?
i done smth wrong???
plz la dun be like dat...
fren r fren oso no matter how...
if u reli feel i lefted u aside den i m reli reli sorry...
our group already separated like skies n ground...
plz dun be like dis...
i reli hope all of our group can patch back...
like we used to be...
eating tgt,
play tgt,
hang out tgt...
sigh...
all of u are my frenz okay?
plz dun isolate urself...
plz i beg u all....
if u feel hate me,
den nvm...
i can do nth oso...
n i duno wad to do....
haixxxxxxxx...

wad m i suppose to do?
i reli duno...
front palm is meat,
back palm oso is meat...
mayb i m lost again...

finally p.o.m assignment was done today...
i do till fall asleep last nite...
waking up dis morning n feel dead...
go to kuang ktm waited for 20 min,
get in the train n the train stopped for 30 mins..
and reach sg buloh after 10 min...
wth..
seriously msia transport sux..!

and now here comes other assignment,
endless... haix...........
fml fml fml fml....

wad can i say?
haixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
suddenly feel do i reli got frenz???
think dao oso bei9...
y m i so weak lately?
wher is fren?
wad is fren?
wad is the term of fren??
after get betray i reli duno wad is fren,
izzit my personality got problem??
wat kind of feeling is this?
suckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks!
sourish nose again...
STUPID!

i reli duno wd to say in this situation...

WinniE.
My World My Life 下午11:06


2010年3月25日星期四


My Complicate Life ♥
Damn assignment,
Damn p.o.m......
it beats me....=( i reli duno how to do...
Dint even start yet but i already sleepy=.=
juz by looking at an organization chart...
urgh!!!!
n my pig keep on oinking for duno wad reason,
aaaaaaargh!
so annoying!


Wow,thers titanic 2 trailer,
i wana watch!i wana watch!i wana watch!
still rmb i watched titanic for 3 times,
3times i oso cry like hell,
LOL!
suddenly feel wana watch the 4th time,
wit some1...
any1 got the cd?


i had a not bad day for today =)
but
i m so tired,
i m so exhausted,
i m so dizzy,
i m so sleepy for now...
i m so so OMG!
battery low...@.@
god bless...amitaba =/

i know it,i feel it...w/o a single word
XoXo,
Dried WinniE
My World My Life 下午9:36


2010年3月24日星期三


My Complicate Life ♥
urgh... finally the gan cheong wednesday passed...
luckily manage to handle the maincourse alone...
somemore no ppl ordering bahaha,
1st time i m such free during service time~
Lol=.=
finish 1 assignment n here comes another,
after finish somemore here comes another one again. =(
damit,its endless...!!!



i get to c and smell my beloved flower today yee~~
but it loses its fragrant dy =(
hav been a long time,
i nvr smell the flower...
now oni i know chrysanthemum come in pink color oso =)
lol,
mayb i m weird,
a girl dat dun like roses liking "dead ppl flower" =/
somehow i get to smell it again when disembarking ktm...
a flower seller holding 6 big bunches of chrysanthemum n pass by me =D
yellow,white...blah~
<3<3<3

The news make me sad + dissapointing =(
wad to do????
haixxxxxx....

but thank u,
for today =)


Hav a break hav a kitkat?
NoNoNO!
hav a break hav a hug,
hav a break hav a kiss?
lol...
atleast both of this not fattening agent...
some 1 giv me both...

I' be there =)
XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午11:10


2010年3月23日星期二


My Complicate Life ♥
y m i emo?
weather?
or i care wad u said juz now?
hooking my memory
sigh,
i always give n pay all the attention becoz i love,
and i get hurt,
haha,
like a modern plagiarism cinderella?
the fairy tale cinderella were grounded and have to do the housework b4 she go n meet the prince?
n the fairy helped her ?LOL.
nice dress,nice hair, a pumpkin car?
Juz for a date,
i hav to do all the hsework to beg my mom i wanted to go out wit fren(date actually),
nice dress nice hair? (harharhar....)
pumkin car?(bus, ktm)
For the reli 1st time i made chocolate for valentines n giv it to a guy?
n he dint even come for me?
why do i like to cook for the 1 i like?
just for fun?
bcoz i wasnt as rich as other girl.....
bcoz the thing i oni know is to cook....
i know la i m not a pro cooker...
but the guy reli apriciate it... =)
nice valentine?nice birthday? wadever versary...?
wad i get a msg juz to layan me......
dint even a single call.......
atleast i learned not to give such high hopes to smth i know it wont happen...
This is wad call stupid when i give bcoz i love.......


but reli Tanks for abalone,
atleast i get a "happy" birthday once =)


y cant my life same as other girl?
girly,loveable, etc?
nice body wearing singlet n shorts with cute bun of hair and nice no matter wearing any outfit?
brown colored hair wit nice makeups?
hav a car n rich till can go wherever to dine n high-tea?
pretty until all guys will hav a look at u?
or its me dat always lack of confident from small until now?
Fml....i m not pretty n i m not famous.


i dont like my birthday,
sometimes reli making me think y m i suppose to born here?
always i make myself think,
birthday birthday la,so wad?
coz i know it wont be a "happy" birthday oso,
always end the same...
so better dun celebrate it...


Giving n pay all attention bcoz u love?
or
Giving n pay all attention bcoz u wan to get love?
which is more stupid?
i m always the 1st,
i hate myself that i cant hide my stupidity...!
plz giv me a place,
to hide myself....
i m tired of my life,
reli feel like putting all the burden down,
n run away from here....
but how?
but wher?
i have no place to hide myself....


Love is easy but human r complicated....
m i repeating the same mistake as the first time i did?

XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午6:24


2010年3月22日星期一


My Complicate Life ♥
wad a relaxing day~
i woke at 2 pm lol,
so pig~

here comes herbalife again,
urgh....
who call i m fat....
=( hav to diet...


goin to be a bz bz week folo on,
i guess...
assignment,
test...
haixxx...


i wan movie,
i wan shopping,
i wan date,
i wan paktor,
i wan u!
giv me the guts to shout at all ppl,
u're mine...
but i wont do dat stupid things,
bahahaha...
=)


nvr c for 1 day like i have to pass 3 autumn,
already 2 days nvr c,
means i passed 6 autumn?

arh mess u,bit.

XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午9:11


2010年3月21日星期日


My Complicate Life ♥
Things get shit,
when all assignment bing bang boom in a time,
seriously i duno y the fuck must the timetable arrange like dis,
tochering ppl by wan them to pass up assignment in a same time,
when short sem den will be very very free..
damn...
trying to do the assignment,
some reli are useless paper,
wasting paper, wasting ink, wasting time...
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
i wan to scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if i can...=(
wan to escape from this bloody place!


Confusing,
Who m i?
What m i?
Whats my position?
What role m i playing?
Blur-ed...
Did u reli called dat nite?
or i was dreaming @.@ (slept like pig)
What r u thinking when u said _ _ _ to me?
i know its sincere,
but...
oni for dat time???
should hav record it down .hahaha...
Stepping to the 2nd peace week i guess~
hopefully reli peace,
no more arguement =)
u reli duno y i show =( when i say imy?
coz u reli a bz bz man...
cant text u always,
u reli duno how much i will do....

Ouch,
i m still in d pain =(
cendol ice 's fault....
irresistible cendol ice...
sigh...
Cold Cold weather,
i miss the hot honey milk from station 1......
smth to warm my heart n warm my stomach...

i wan smth warm,
i wan a hug,
i wan everything.....

FML,
goin back to do my shitty assignment =(
baibai~

I miss u,do u miss me?
XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午9:02


2010年3月20日星期六


My Complicate Life ♥
Thank god... =)
Given me the bestest "suffer" ever,
Lol...

Nth to write today,
so tired,
juz feel wana relax for awhile,
affected by D*N*B*T,
the sleeping virus =.=
haha~
my sleeping pandi...LOL!


Not feeling wan to eat today,
craving for smth reli reli sweet,
but nth sweet at my hse...=(
plz dun call me go scoop tbsp of sugar n eat =.=
i reli not dat idiot...
Whers my appetite???


i tot i heard smth ytd midnite =)
i wonder when the next time i will hear it again?
XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午8:27


2010年3月19日星期五


My Complicate Life ♥
Wad to do?
i dont know,
i m lost,
cant laugh,
cant cry,
cant neutral.

stress!

stimulating!

Test Test Test,
Assignment, Assignment, Assignment,
Problem, Problem, Problem,
Fml, Fml, Fml....

god bless. all end well soon.

M i dead?
XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午9:26


2010年3月18日星期四


My Complicate Life ♥
When i was small,
i wish to grow up faster,
so i could be more freedom,
more independent,
i can drive,
i can do wadever i wan...
But,
things seems different as u expected when u reli grown up,
more problem,
dat u cant even solve,
more secret,
dat u cant even tell ppl,
i m 20 n i dont hav much freedom,
i m 20 but i m not independent as other ppl,
i m 20 but i cant drive (stupid)
i m 20 n i canot do wadever i wan............
more suck things goin to happen suddenly,
no ppl gona cover me as when i was young.
Sometimes its barely able to breath,
when thinking all the problem boomed all in a time suddenly,
Why must life being so harsh?
I wanted to be naive juz like i was young,
duno about anything so i can be happy all the time,
Maybe being a mentally wrong ppl wasnt dat bad...
at least they wont have any problem,
i guess.

Reli not feeling wan to grow up!!!
plz forgive me if u feel i am acting like a kid,
maybe its the reflection of i dont wana be adult...
too much of pressure,
too much of responsibility,
too much of secret...

God bless me in everything ?
stay strong,
stay cool.

sometimes i reli not feeling want to share my secret,
since,
after telling the person,
it will no longer a secret anymore,
A tells B, B tells C, C tells D, D tells E and so on,
the whole world will know...
but seriously i m not a pro hider,
as some ppl does,
even my emotion and personality i cant hide it well...
if u cant take my personality as i m too rude,
den i m so sorry n u go ahead la...
i dont mind...=)
dats the way i will be...
y m i suppose to act tame since i was always dat rude haha~



=================================================


Am i the 1 who make it real for u?
XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午9:10


2010年3月17日星期三


My Complicate Life ♥
here comes my cutest pig =)
growing bigger,fatter, cute-ter(a yawning pig), naughtier(lick lick lick n BITE)!
tri-colored juz like the Napoleon ice cream~
i love my pig <3
====================================
Practical day,
another epic fail....
swtz...
failed souffle following a failed recipe,
shitz,
i learned my lesson for sure now,
not to trust internet recipe.
nice taste sux texture...
luckily i m not a guy,
if not i sure get scold 99 today=.=
even my 10points fly away...swtz.
not sad but ...weird.
now i know y some dessert man get low marks...

===========================================

assignment coming again,
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
omggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg,
i wan to scream,
LOUDLY,
stress,
problem....
b alert...
b "red"...
god bless me~
*nervousing*

==========================================

sleeping too late lately,
i guess i shuld go sleep earlier,
so,
my skin wil b better,
n i wont be late to catch the train again=.=
detox myself!!!!!!!!!!!!

How good if we can be such peace forever juz like dis few days =)

XoXo,
WinniE

My World My Life 下午8:19


2010年3月16日星期二


My Complicate Life ♥
Finally a day dat i not dat nervous when serving...
hostest =.=
maybe my face wasnt dat acttractive to attract the customers.
easy to be a hostest n i enjoy washing plates oso after dat,
but the dish washes went wrong dy... huak it!
reli the pity akmal being the manager n he duno a single thing=.=


OMG after cny steamboat i nvr control myself again...
eat, eat , eat and eat !
my bao-baoness is coming back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
actually all of u were too shock i eating dat much today,
haha,
i can eat alot more den u think,
juz i dun wan to show =)
if i wan to eat,
after a meal i still can eat smth else oso ~bluek...
CONTROL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
work out!!!!!!!!!!!!( i dint do oso )
DIETTTTTTTTTTTT!
y to be such word diet?
u Die n u become Thin
DieT?


tmr practical again...
chef nor replacing zam,
Lol,
am i goin to depress again? LOLx
1 st time make dessert den so challenging!!!!
damn...
but reli thanx for some frens who always help n guide me when servicing..
god bless me tmr,
god bless me on EVERYTHING plz~

I'm the tree leaf, he is the tree, n u're the wind...
i used to stay on a tree,
u blow me away n bring me further,
bringing me to explore my life =)

The ways u hold me back when i m leaving.........<3
XoXo,
WinniE

My World My Life 下午9:26


2010年3月15日星期一


My Complicate Life ♥
hahaha, finally i finished a short assignment for menu planning...
n the stupid manger report...
but i still have alot of assignment...shit la!
and still have to find the recipe for wednesday....
which celebrity plz come n cook again la, i reli lazy to practical...

Finally jeng jeng jeng!
i hav my new phone =)
seriously this is the 1st time i m using a new phone...
after i have chg so mani 2nd hand phone...
from form 1 my 1st 2nd hand phone - motorola xxx
den 2nd hand 3310, and i lost it...( duno who the heck stolen it)
following by all 2nd hand phone
2x nokia 8310,1x nokia8250, 1x nokia3610, 1x nokia6610, 1x sony k700i, 1x w550i, 1x k800i..
all 2nd hand phone dat fixed by my dad, which spoil easily afterward @.@
And now i present u the new phone owned by Ms NiNi
nokia 5530!! pink on white!!!
i know its not new new model,
but its new for me =)
i dont care thers gps n 3g anot,
for now i wont need dat,
but it dont hav front camera =/
but i like the outlook, the color,
bahaha... i still need sometime to play wit the phone=.=

my mom was nagging around since she bought a paliah phone,
n i m getting a touch screen phone....
she was sulking at my dad of this =.=
since i get an expensive phone den hers...
lol, sometimes i reli dun understand y some auntie/uncle wan to get a newest expensive phone
since they duno how to use it oso,
oni know how to calls n receive calls,
wasted the function of the phone ...

I wan to NiNi-lize u <3

do our relationship get better?
can i make a deal always after we argue we get restart again?
i hope so =)
XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午7:10


2010年3月14日星期日


My Complicate Life ♥
headache + warm forehead = symptom of fever?
i reli duno...
cant even differentiate stomach pain or gastric oso...
i can take care ppl but canot take care myself...??
wasnt in the mood today...
not feeling wan to talk,
but i can type.
everything making me headache...
mayb i need a new brain...
FML,FMLFMLFML!!!!!!!!!

wake up in the afternoon n my phone was blank...
headache + neck pain killing me h.a.h.a.h.a.
keeping on to hold myself not to be so AUTOMATIC
but i failed....
y m i must be dat stupid,
y m i must be dat soft hearted,
to the 1 i like...
trying not to find u 1st,
but i m keep on looking at the phone like stupid...
is dat reli hard for u to send 1 single msg b4 i do?
is dat u oni complicate my topic but not other ppl's?
mayb my english was too sux...
until i made u misunderstood.............
u know i will be the 1st 1 who always feel sorry 1st,
coz u r my love 1,
dont u?


Assignment,Report, Presentation, Practical, my Economy, my mental my physical....
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanted to scream until i lose my voice if i could....
i wanted to go for a trip walking at the beach if i could...(roasted winnie)
i juz wanted to rest my mind ( frost it)
until thers no more problem...

HEADACHE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaa!

Sicking,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午6:42




My Complicate Life ♥
Seems
Like
I
was
Wrong
Tot
of
Will
Having
A
Good
Nite
=)


i wanted to have a long chat wit u but things nvr same as i hope so =)
all the time u were juz the same after a long chat...
thinking,
sulking,
mad,
or
wadever.

My ruined White Nite
Good Nite world...
My World My Life 上午2:44


2010年3月13日星期六


My Complicate Life ♥
i hav been sleeping late dis week=.=
until some morning i cant even get up,
haha,
nearly late today morning,
lucky i nvr need to make up,
if not every late time my face will shock ppl LOLx....
luckily i m able to catch up the train...=D


n goddamit...
today test reli gg.com...
suibian la...
pass jor...
n now i hav to do the F*cking assignment again...
fnb report+ assignment+presentation, menu planning assignment x2,
pom assignment x1, hotel cuisine report x1, business english presentation+assignment,
OMG WTH WTF FTW .......
FML,
who is willing to assist me doing all this crap??????????
no body i guess=.=

i guess is time to improve myself??( haha, crap)
to speak more english to improve my primary level english?
(plz dun laugh,i know i spoke broken english)...
to be a good listener?
(i will be i think for certain ppl =) ...)
less vulgar?
(omg abit hard on this since i like to vulgar xP, vulgar is a way to express feeling ma~)
be more gentle n more lady??
( try to call a tomboy wear skirt...haha)

seriously when my dad is goin to buy my phone...
c dao my k800 wit ciplak housing i oso feel wan to throw it away jor=.=
haixxxxxxxxxxxxxx...

=========================================================
i wan everyday just like today <3

Wad do i wan from u?
I wan ur _ _ _ _ ~

XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午9:52


2010年3月12日星期五


My Complicate Life ♥
College life was getting sucker den sucks...
assignment...test...practical...
way to college...
packed in ktm...
bullshit...!


Maybe i shuld close my blog for only myself?
Maybe i talk too mani n i shuld silence myself from now on?
Maybe i put much hope on smth it wont happen?
Too many maybe in my life...

Song of the day...if u can understand the lyric...

===================================
阿乐的话唤醒到我了,
才发现他有那么的“不及格”
说也不说一声就走了,
就发了那么一封信息就了事了吗?
在敷衍我吗?
最讨厌这样的感觉!
我不是玩具,
喜欢的时候就玩下,
不喜欢的时候就冷落我!
一个人走在雨中,
小小的雨点淋不醒我。。。
微弱的风吹不醒我。。。
为什么我就是如此的犯贱?
要选者伤害自己的路。。。
世界上有多了一个笨蛋白痴兼犯贱的女生。。。
真的爱错了??
我不知道。。。
我选的路,
再累也要撑,
再悲也要笑,
再痛也要忍。

Maybe i am on a invisible roller coaster lately,
the mood is up n down in few moment....

Dont try to dilute my thicken love...

犯贱女上
My World My Life 下午9:35


2010年3月11日星期四


My Complicate Life ♥
headache today after the jab...
haha,i do wear my uniform n go take ktm as usual,
but i dint go to class,haha~
go for movie...
Alice in The Wonderland.
maybe i already not dat into fairy tale~
i fall asleep at the end=.=
its better to show "nini in the moneyland"~
money too much until knot finish~

argh, test assignment...
making me feel wtf n ftw...
sigh...
y they like to make the timetable like dis...?
some times reli feel irritated by college...
tot of no nid to do paperwork since goin to be a chef...
now i hav to do paperwork+ practical...
and those stupid rules,
sigh...
make me losing passionate to study...
but still i like to cook...a la my style~
like to cook for family, fren, the love 1~
oni depend on do they willing to finish wad i cook anot oni...
reli dun like to c ppl throwing wad i cook unless i, myself feel the food sux...
Do u like my food? =/

an old song dat reli tell wad i feel now,
but its in chinese lolz~




The smile on ur face let me know that u need me. =)

XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午8:09


2010年3月10日星期三


My Complicate Life ♥
Finally the jab is over...
suck it pain...
after the jab my mood were playing like a roller coaster,
i duno y...
i keep on laughing =.=

n finally as usual smth making me sad again...
y do u hav to be so Hegemonic?
i hate when u being like dis...
mayb its ur expertise to make ppl bcome sad...
i m not the same,
pls dont compare me...!

the weather were showing my feeling...
its almost raining but nvr rain...
u r my sunshine?
my only sunshine?
u make me happy?
when sky are grey?
the sky is grey now,
y dont i feel happy now?

The ability to blank myself...
I miss u...
XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午5:20


2010年3月9日星期二


My Complicate Life ♥
yay~ finally i passed my day...
being a manager wasnt fun =(
i wrote the order wit wrong sequence..=.=
quite messy,
as a manager i sux =/
but finally its passed,
lol,
for now~
quite happy for tmr,
wont nid to cook =D
i love florence tan~
since she coming over to cook~
but sadly
got JAB tmr!!!
i hate injection =(
the feeling of a needle poking to ur skin,
SHITx!
lets go for icecream after the jab =D


doing set up for tmr function until 5.30,
n my dad msg me,i have to b at kuang station at 6 or else no ppl fetching me back =/
lucky after i came back i called my neighbour to fetch me =)
if not i wont be reaching hm until 9=.= walking in the dark ...
nvr did dat for a long time =/
walking alone,
all car passing by looking at me like i m a burglar =.=
n ouch
my feet do feel pain wearing the new shoe...

lets wonder,
if 1 day i m lost, out of ur sight suddenly,
wad will u do?

i need a X n an O.....

XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午8:10


2010年3月8日星期一


My Complicate Life ♥
urgh,woke up early today go to make my lisence...
waited ther for 1 hour and i can make a new lisence but knot renew it...
hav to renew again next time,
it oni cost 20 bucks,
so i get my balance 50 bucks back =D
but pay my dad 20 bucks coz he says he being a driver fetching me here n ther =/
so total lost 200bucks!
i could buy alot of things from this...=(
learning to control myself...
not to do things dat i do often,
like "some1" does ~bluek~
minimize the chance of wasting money =(

===================================

i m being the manyzer for lagenda tmr =.=
some swtzzz feeling is surounding me now...
arghhhh,
seriously not dat like to be a leader,
mayb i m too confidentless ,
not like english educated family,
their children were always full wit confidence 1...
i admire english educated family,
open minded parents,
speak well english,
but i wont like to be a "banana"
since a chinese knot speak chinese quite embarasing~
wat if u meet a malay dat knot speak malay,LOLx...

=====================================

mayb u re not dat passionate wit love,
since u repeated the same incident for mani times dy~
mayb u oledi fedup~
i once feel like dis b4,
tired of keep repeating the same thing,
mayb this is wad a Sagittarius dun like~
repeating a things mani mani time,
no surprises...
try not to complicate things u will feel better =)
u always say thers a easy way for me but i always take the hard way,
same as u fr sometimes,
juz u nvr notice~
u know my some of sentence doesnt equal to wad i mean...
haha~
=========================================

i m trying not to b greedy,
i m happy wit wad i hav now,
mayb its lacking of smth,
but nvm~
even i wont b the official 1...
i wont put any blame on any1~
juz take ur time to overcome it,
i wont force u~
smile~its simple =)

=======================================

many things flying over my mind lately...
argh,
its suck,
i hate this kind of feeling...
all problem bothering me in the same time.
wthuak ...
GOD BLESS ME arh!!!!!!
blessblessblessbless!

suddenly i feel wana b a small sheep,
to pamper whenever u r angry,sad or happy =)
i wonder why?
XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午8:25




My Complicate Life ♥
Finally my line was back,
its suffer 1 day nvr on9,
wth!

finished to wash my clothes today,
stack like mountain...
all need to hand wash...
shitz!
seriously hav to buy the net...

and finally i bought a new shoe for college...
hahaha~
since my dad was the 1 who pay,
i bought the leather shoe from hush puppy...
lolx...
argh,
bags...
slippers..
shoes..................
cant resist the feeling dat i wan to buy it,
reli nid to category wad is needed and wad is not needed,
I AM A POOR SHOPAHOLIC!



y u always hav to b like this since u know my word doesnt mean like dat?
i m talking nicely and u goin to complicate the topic...
wad for making 2 ppl oso no mood?
u tot i dun wan talk to u nicely?
u tot i dun wan talking to u until nvr sleep?
i would like to sms u nonstop if i could...
u can make me laugh wit 1 sentence...
u can make me sad wit 1 word...
u say u dun like to being ctrl by ppl,
okay,juz tell me wad u up to den u go la do wad ever u wan.
wanted clubbing go la,
wanted to smoke when ur mood not good den go ahead,
wanted to drink soft drinks juz go n drink...
u tot i can sleep well since u haven back hm late nite?
u tot i like to stop u smoking juz for fun?
u tot i dun wan u to drink so mani soft drinks coz i dint drink dat lot?
i know u like to hangout,
i know u will smoke when ur not in the mood,
i know u drink soft drinks more den drink water...
i tried my best,
not to mumble u like a mother...
u tot i like u juz coz of u look good?
its up to u,
sorry...
mayb i messed ur mood again.
yes i m too stupid to understand u...

backing to the time i waiting a single msg to come for me...
juz like the feeling of first love,
bitterer den bitter,
sweeter den sweet...
laugh like fool,
cry wit no sound...
"yrotS evoL tsirF" dnoceS yM

i do like u,
but wad can i do?
Its already a lonely day,
now somemore lonely nite...
It wasnt a good nite for second time...
XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 上午1:24


2010年3月6日星期六


My Complicate Life ♥
Finally i realize differences btw both...

he will drive fast coz he was tired,
u will drive slow n safe juz to make the time longer no matter u r tired or not....

he will acc me walking in the shopping center wit alot of nagging since he's tired,
u will walk quietly even u r tired...

he surprises me by money,
u surprises me by action....

he guess my mind,
u read my mind....

no sushi king? nvm...
no sushi zanmai? nvm...
no shopping? nvm...
no present? nvm...
as long as u by my side...
everything will be fine..

XoXo,
WinniE

i ♥ to lean on ur shoulder
i ♥ to walk wit u
i ♥ to stand beside u
i ♥ to see u
i ♥ to speak broken english wit u
i ♥ to do stupid things wit u
i ♥ u


My World My Life 下午6:20


2010年3月5日星期五


My Complicate Life ♥
walking on the side roads...
walking in D rain....
sitting in D car...
the sentence dat sweeter den sweet <3
reli making me wan to sing Morning by Janice...


*****************************************
When I hear the birds start singing
I wanna see you
Hoo, hoo, do do do do do...
When I see the leaves start fallin
I wanna see you
The only thing I'll do
Don't you know
Is to rush and run to you

When I hear the clock start ticking
I start to miss you
Ooh.. The only thing I'll do
Is gonna dream of you

Wanna stay by by by your side
You are my everything
You are my only link
To the angel's wings
Talk about love love and
I can't stop thinking of you
Such a crazy thing
Like snow fallin' in spring

(You know every morning)
When I hear the birds start singing
I wanna see you
Ooh.. The only thing I'll do
Is to rush and run to you

When I hear the clock start ticking
I start to miss you
Ooh.. The only thing I'll do
Is gonna dream of you

I found my angel in my life
I cannot see why
I cannot see why
We can't be in love till we die

Wanna stay by by by your side
You are my everything
You are my only link
To the angel's wings
Talk about love love and
I can't stop thinking of you
Such a crazy thing
Like snow fallin' in spring

One day we'll spread our wings
You and me da, you and me da...
Spread our wings do..do...do....
Wannabe wannabe wanna
I wanna be,be your lover
I'll run to you...ooh...
*************************************************

mayb it will hurt ur ears
bahahaha~

XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午10:00


2010年3月4日星期四


My Complicate Life ♥
okay~
i stop my diet life since cny...
until now i m goin to start it back...
since my mom said i m being fat again =(
and i lost my purse...
so...
taking "breakfast" to prevent my temptation for food...
cutting down the money to eat...
its not dat tasty...
not suck oso,
but imagine every morning u hav to take same flavor "thick soup"...
some how its cold oso...
quite "ewwwww"...
so byebye fastfood...
byebye supper ....
again~

long time nvr pamper myself properly~
my hair already like "dried grass"
my face > panda eyes,pores,darkspot,wrinkle,
my skin dried n dark...
omg...
do i look older den 20??

totally love N97...
god damit..its so expensive=.=
but if i got dis much of money i rather buy a laptop LOLx
waiting for daddy to buy me the phone...=(
from last time promise till now nvr buy yet...
sigh....
money keep flying away...
its so expensive for dis lesson,
wthuank...!
mayb i shuld go buy lotery den kena i rich 99~
**dreaming**
bahahahah....

DyDy~Its a secret...shhhh~~
hahahahah~....

D kolon will make me sleep well tonite~

XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午9:46


2010年3月3日星期三


My Complicate Life ♥
my dad wake up at 10 today,
since he is goin to fetch me to jpn...
to make a new ic...
waited so long for my turn and wthell...
its so expensive to make a new 1 T_T
den after dat same goes to the license...
quak u!
daddy dun wan pay for me =(
i hav to pay myself...
dis week pocket money oso dun hav...
knot buy wad i wanted to buy,
mask la, headphone, shopping....
reli reli quak!!!
knot go for movie.....
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Sobz T_T
reli wan to curse the thief 99!

nvr tot i can go renew my ic alone,
bahahaha...
lolx,
usually i wont do it alone,
yay~ms independent~
Lolx...

my big guy stomach pain dy~
lolx,
always stomach pain 1~
sigh,
nvr c him today,
so miss him,
now he sleep dy,
arghhhh...
I reli "underscore" u =P
haha....

learning to be
>independent<
>patient<
>budgeted<
>social<

Waiting for "underscore"
XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午8:37


2010年3月2日星期二


My Complicate Life ♥
yayaya,bravo~
i cut my finger on sunday,
and now my purse was gone...
nvr tot i will b the victim......
so mani yrs like dis,
finally i kena...
and its so mafan....
1st kena scold by dad coz its gone,
den until i duno wad to do,
the helpless feeling,
crying alone at the ktm...
i called D*n*B*t.....
the one who promise to standby me to be my HERO!
he said he was bringing another 2 superhero to come n save me =)
reli reli thanx to my "wonderpets" team...
save me in time .....
i love u all...<3

the 1st time,
the 1st guy dat is willing to come for me when i m in trouble,
i know it wont b same if its other ppl,
thankx for staying beside me,
thankx for coming over me,
thankx for everything,
i know u r not ready yet,
but i think i m falling for u....

Stay beside me,
As Long As u could.
XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午9:11


2010年3月1日星期一


My Complicate Life ♥
The guy who look tall but fat,

The guy who easy to sulky but easy to soften his heart oso,

The guy who like to smoke,drink soft drinks,alcoholic,and pork,

The guy who will force u to admit u r in trouble,den oni he will help u,

The guy who wont console but take action,

The guy who looks mature but actually he's like a big kid,

The guy who always sing to express his word,

The guy who always accept wad i looks like,

The guy who said he will stand by me n b my hero =)

i wonder who is he??

He is some 1 around me....

Funny Bandage on my thumb,
Cutted chicken on my plate,
bahahahahah~

XoXo,
WinniE
My World My Life 下午10:28