♥2010年6月23日星期三
back to my blog,
already 3 weeks time college started,
haven start project and assignment yet,
and again,
got cuisine,
again i taking things so serious again,
last time wit nice plating but shitty tiramisu,
n tmr ...
i duno wad will happen,
putting so much hope on it...
totally sucks when u tot of smth nice dy,
den u hav to tools do done it...
its nice to hav every1 idea,
but when every idea mixed up,
urh... i dun think its too good,
until the end duno myself doin wad...
how to start project?
how start assignment?
how to not put so much hope on things?
how to not so stress?
how to be confident?
ish...
eating the evening promise oil made pimple having party on may face!
eeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Momosaurus says J 'taime to Dinocholas.
already 3 weeks time college started,
haven start project and assignment yet,
and again,
got cuisine,
again i taking things so serious again,
last time wit nice plating but shitty tiramisu,
n tmr ...
i duno wad will happen,
putting so much hope on it...
totally sucks when u tot of smth nice dy,
den u hav to tools do done it...
its nice to hav every1 idea,
but when every idea mixed up,
urh... i dun think its too good,
until the end duno myself doin wad...
how to start project?
how start assignment?
how to not put so much hope on things?
how to not so stress?
how to be confident?
ish...
eating the evening promise oil made pimple having party on may face!
eeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Momosaurus says J 'taime to Dinocholas.
My World My Life
下午7:22
♥2010年6月18日星期五
ytd went home dint even tell me, good!
after dat call ur maxis, cant reach..
call ur digi,unavailable...
dint even on9,
saw ur sister on fb so fine,
wit football result
guess u r watching football or sleeping,
atleast i know ur not dead yet.
yes i m angry,
so freaking tired so i went to sleep,
almost 12 oni u call...
handphone unavailable no hse phone?
knot on9?
atleast tell me,
i wont be waiting like stupid.
owhkay, since u called... den okay...
done wit this.
wednesday daniu told to open booth on bazaar,
n after cuisine day,
so freaking tired cant wake up today,
woke at 9 saw ur msg,
so i called u to go breakfast,
always yes yes yes den go to sleep,
fine!
went shower,
fb awhile b4 go ktm,
saw zira's post, fetching bert at 10,
oni i know they will be late,
so i take my time....
tell u i will be reaching at 10.20 am!
i reach putra i called,
at home again,
always at home ,
i still at home,
or else wads the answer?
yes coming, den oni go shower.
okay! i went to college tot u coming,
tot dat 11-11.30 u will reach since i called u,
but wad happen?
tell me la!
wad?
everytime like dis,
wan a girl to wait for u,
at start okay, late lil bit oni,
but after dat?
getting later n later.
so after this u wont be coming la?
called me to wake u up,
yes i do,
but always wad happen?
later oso even u got 4 alarm clock.
i called dy oso nvr wake up,
wads the point i call u?
everytime if i nvr rush,
den dun wan to get up.
promise oni after i sleep u will sleep,
yes u did,
sleep after i sleep,
but wad time?
i sleep at 11 u sleep at 2 oso,
promise?
its a shit!
the 1st friday dat u promise will come breakfast wit me?
wad happen?
i keep rushing u to come like an annoying lady,
but u still fall asleep.
ppl offer me to go lunch tgt coz its after 12!
but i reli bliv u will come,
but then?
den folo by another time,
and another,
n today...
i still reli bliv u will reach b4 11.30,
but wad time u came?
still dare ask me y?
i told b4.
cant do dont promise!
cant do dont tell me...
i hate breaking promises!
i hate ppl always late!
after ktm start dizzy,
reaching college den flu n keep sneeze,
den say do bazaar, no ppl coming,
but luckily at last still got smth to sell.
stupid purchasing class n freaking cold room its killing me.
oni ate half left over sandwich for whole day since i trusted u will come.
ya great,
i m so fucking happy,
keep on acting like dis.
after dat call ur maxis, cant reach..
call ur digi,unavailable...
dint even on9,
saw ur sister on fb so fine,
wit football result
guess u r watching football or sleeping,
atleast i know ur not dead yet.
yes i m angry,
so freaking tired so i went to sleep,
almost 12 oni u call...
handphone unavailable no hse phone?
knot on9?
atleast tell me,
i wont be waiting like stupid.
owhkay, since u called... den okay...
done wit this.
wednesday daniu told to open booth on bazaar,
n after cuisine day,
so freaking tired cant wake up today,
woke at 9 saw ur msg,
so i called u to go breakfast,
always yes yes yes den go to sleep,
fine!
went shower,
fb awhile b4 go ktm,
saw zira's post, fetching bert at 10,
oni i know they will be late,
so i take my time....
tell u i will be reaching at 10.20 am!
i reach putra i called,
at home again,
always at home ,
i still at home,
or else wads the answer?
yes coming, den oni go shower.
okay! i went to college tot u coming,
tot dat 11-11.30 u will reach since i called u,
but wad happen?
tell me la!
wad?
everytime like dis,
wan a girl to wait for u,
at start okay, late lil bit oni,
but after dat?
getting later n later.
so after this u wont be coming la?
called me to wake u up,
yes i do,
but always wad happen?
later oso even u got 4 alarm clock.
i called dy oso nvr wake up,
wads the point i call u?
everytime if i nvr rush,
den dun wan to get up.
promise oni after i sleep u will sleep,
yes u did,
sleep after i sleep,
but wad time?
i sleep at 11 u sleep at 2 oso,
promise?
its a shit!
the 1st friday dat u promise will come breakfast wit me?
wad happen?
i keep rushing u to come like an annoying lady,
but u still fall asleep.
ppl offer me to go lunch tgt coz its after 12!
but i reli bliv u will come,
but then?
den folo by another time,
and another,
n today...
i still reli bliv u will reach b4 11.30,
but wad time u came?
still dare ask me y?
i told b4.
cant do dont promise!
cant do dont tell me...
i hate breaking promises!
i hate ppl always late!
after ktm start dizzy,
reaching college den flu n keep sneeze,
den say do bazaar, no ppl coming,
but luckily at last still got smth to sell.
stupid purchasing class n freaking cold room its killing me.
oni ate half left over sandwich for whole day since i trusted u will come.
ya great,
i m so fucking happy,
keep on acting like dis.
My World My Life
下午7:33
♥2010年6月16日星期三
damn i hate my blind eyes,
how could i made such stupid mistake....
sigh,
not dat i complaint alot,
but still i made mistake!!
feel so stupid useless...
haix.....
always c wrong things...
better i blind so no mistake ...
i apologize saying juniors made the wrong things,
its my fault,
but still the mascapone filling is....
not nice...seriously...
lumpy sugar inside,
no cheese taste,
over full of vanilla smell,
split n wit undissolved sugar.
sigh, complaining ppl like dis,
my skill oso not as good as them,
must training!!!
i hate the feeling of failure...
even atlast i barely able to fix it,
still its not perfect,
every failure is a sigh for me,
not oni the ending is important,
the process oso important...
failure is the fact...
i failed!
and i should stop put so high of expectation on the things i hope it to be perfect,
coz atlast if its such a shit i feel very ... loser.
sorry my fren,
made such problem to u all.
not dat passionate n like college dat much oredi,
some lecturers are reli so ~~
lanci?
racist?
or i m the 1 who is the needle in their eyes?
any bad things at other ppl u nvr even mention,
at some ppl u dislike oni a tiny bit of things u can c it so clearly,
its so unfair like dis,
just be so freaking nice at ur beloved student,
senior oso like dat nvr scold,
junior oso like dat nvr scold,
oni our class always kena,
wtf u mean by this?
its not oni u,
its u, u, u, u, and u...
and now a days some juniors reli speak lanci-ly....
wtf-ing wrong wit them?
yela all anak kesayangan chef so can act lanci-ly??
so unexpected,
eddy said i have ideal body mass.
but so sorry,
i m not,
overweight 10 kg...
mayb i m the 1 who feel confident less
wit myself,
from strd5 been called as fei-po
until now,
no matter by family,
or fren,
or strangers,
yes is my fault,
stuffing myself wit 8 deliburgers,large coleslaw and whipped potato,
and snack plate within a noon when i was strd5,
drinking dozen of pepsi twist within 1 hr whenever i m upset,
eating whole big pack of M&M,chips when i angry.
luckily i stopped these bad habits by form4,
if not i couldnt imagine how fat m i now...
now my body are mostly full of kfc's oil and form to cellulite abit oni...
mayb eddy is rite,
the key is to be confident,
this is wad i lacking of, from small till now...
but fact is fact,
trend is trend,
i reli not feeling wan to wear a singlet which will make me looks like a truss chicken,
spare Tyre wit excess meat...
btw, kfc now is quite disappointing me,
no more toasted twister!!! the hell!
n the cheesy wedges not dat nice... =(
a not dat happy day,
but thank u for walking me to ktm,
long time u nvr did dat.
n my cute piggy no longer fatty boom2 anymore =( sigh,
must get new pellet soon,
SHE IS GETTING SKINNY ...
tq for listen me mumble so much,
i feel lots better now.
how could i made such stupid mistake....
sigh,
not dat i complaint alot,
but still i made mistake!!
feel so stupid useless...
haix.....
always c wrong things...
better i blind so no mistake ...
i apologize saying juniors made the wrong things,
its my fault,
but still the mascapone filling is....
not nice...seriously...
lumpy sugar inside,
no cheese taste,
over full of vanilla smell,
split n wit undissolved sugar.
sigh, complaining ppl like dis,
my skill oso not as good as them,
must training!!!
i hate the feeling of failure...
even atlast i barely able to fix it,
still its not perfect,
every failure is a sigh for me,
not oni the ending is important,
the process oso important...
failure is the fact...
i failed!
and i should stop put so high of expectation on the things i hope it to be perfect,
coz atlast if its such a shit i feel very ... loser.
sorry my fren,
made such problem to u all.
not dat passionate n like college dat much oredi,
some lecturers are reli so ~~
lanci?
racist?
or i m the 1 who is the needle in their eyes?
any bad things at other ppl u nvr even mention,
at some ppl u dislike oni a tiny bit of things u can c it so clearly,
its so unfair like dis,
just be so freaking nice at ur beloved student,
senior oso like dat nvr scold,
junior oso like dat nvr scold,
oni our class always kena,
wtf u mean by this?
its not oni u,
its u, u, u, u, and u...
and now a days some juniors reli speak lanci-ly....
wtf-ing wrong wit them?
yela all anak kesayangan chef so can act lanci-ly??
so unexpected,
eddy said i have ideal body mass.
but so sorry,
i m not,
overweight 10 kg...
mayb i m the 1 who feel confident less
wit myself,
from strd5 been called as fei-po
until now,
no matter by family,
or fren,
or strangers,
yes is my fault,
stuffing myself wit 8 deliburgers,large coleslaw and whipped potato,
and snack plate within a noon when i was strd5,
drinking dozen of pepsi twist within 1 hr whenever i m upset,
eating whole big pack of M&M,chips when i angry.
luckily i stopped these bad habits by form4,
if not i couldnt imagine how fat m i now...
now my body are mostly full of kfc's oil and form to cellulite abit oni...
mayb eddy is rite,
the key is to be confident,
this is wad i lacking of, from small till now...
but fact is fact,
trend is trend,
i reli not feeling wan to wear a singlet which will make me looks like a truss chicken,
spare Tyre wit excess meat...
btw, kfc now is quite disappointing me,
no more toasted twister!!! the hell!
n the cheesy wedges not dat nice... =(
a not dat happy day,
but thank u for walking me to ktm,
long time u nvr did dat.
n my cute piggy no longer fatty boom2 anymore =( sigh,
must get new pellet soon,
SHE IS GETTING SKINNY ...
tq for listen me mumble so much,
i feel lots better now.
My World My Life
下午8:28
♥2010年6月10日星期四
fin euro cuisine today
so rushing doing thing all alone...
life's getting tougher n tougher...
my cooking skill still suxks,
my plating skills oso sucks,
the conclusion is i m sucks.
just started to eat evening primose oil,
saw says will get better skin if eating the vitamin,
but i oni feel sleepy after taking it=.=
izzit i m allergy wit it?
or the side effect?
and finally i found smth made me regret,
n i m here to advise to all d couples,
plz nvr buy pets tgt during u r couple to symbolize smth or its cute,
its totally not good after breaking up,
for me i admit i reli cannot afford to tc the big eater...
yes i love my pig,
yes she is cute,
n she is naughty oso.
sigh,
tell me wad to do?
disappointed wit the irresponsible person.
but not his fault,
its my responsible after he giving me the pig.
now i c the diff reaction of when a person likes u n now he doesnt.
when u r in love, weakness will become strength
when u dont love the person anymore strength will become weakness.
b4 is a homme inutile!!
n now is a very homme inutile!!
tired wit bodyache...after cuisine day...
toodles.
so rushing doing thing all alone...
life's getting tougher n tougher...
my cooking skill still suxks,
my plating skills oso sucks,
the conclusion is i m sucks.
just started to eat evening primose oil,
saw says will get better skin if eating the vitamin,
but i oni feel sleepy after taking it=.=
izzit i m allergy wit it?
or the side effect?
and finally i found smth made me regret,
n i m here to advise to all d couples,
plz nvr buy pets tgt during u r couple to symbolize smth or its cute,
its totally not good after breaking up,
for me i admit i reli cannot afford to tc the big eater...
yes i love my pig,
yes she is cute,
n she is naughty oso.
sigh,
tell me wad to do?
disappointed wit the irresponsible person.
but not his fault,
its my responsible after he giving me the pig.
now i c the diff reaction of when a person likes u n now he doesnt.
when u r in love, weakness will become strength
when u dont love the person anymore strength will become weakness.
b4 is a homme inutile!!
n now is a very homme inutile!!
tired wit bodyache...after cuisine day...
toodles.
My World My Life
下午6:58
♥2010年6月8日星期二
been leaving my blog empty for so long,
nth to write about,
stressing from last sem final until now,
i duno wad i've been stress about...
urgh...
this sem assignment flood, presentation flood, the head chef disaster and final !
in 3 months time...
the college rules getting sucker den sucks,
college ppl oso ~~~
duno how to discribe...
is the the real face of so call "society"?
wadever la~ u talk to me i talk to u =)
n i think i shuld stop using so much money to buy food n stuffing myself,
save money!!
to get some other thing i like...
save money!!!!!
owh wait, are ther smth better den food?
lol..
btw,
i m reli impressed by some1 who so loyal n passion wit his love 1,
even so far distance.
be strong,
GAMBATEH!! =)
how to distress myself?
mwah mwah mwah.
nth to write about,
stressing from last sem final until now,
i duno wad i've been stress about...
urgh...
this sem assignment flood, presentation flood, the head chef disaster and final !
in 3 months time...
the college rules getting sucker den sucks,
college ppl oso ~~~
duno how to discribe...
is the the real face of so call "society"?
wadever la~ u talk to me i talk to u =)
n i think i shuld stop using so much money to buy food n stuffing myself,
save money!!
to get some other thing i like...
save money!!!!!
owh wait, are ther smth better den food?
lol..
btw,
i m reli impressed by some1 who so loyal n passion wit his love 1,
even so far distance.
be strong,
GAMBATEH!! =)
how to distress myself?
mwah mwah mwah.
My World My Life
下午7:17