2/11/10

wad a girl expect from following bf?
be better and wont be seeing ex-bf's shadow...

i nvr expect so much from the 1`st guy...
atlast i m an idiot being played like a fool.

2nd guy i tot he wont be the same as the 1st guy...
he is much more weaker,
the oni same thing is... he is a casanova...
i wet his whole pillow and he tot i was sleeping...ha.ha.ha.
left me at somewhere and went home...

and now... i tot dis guy oso wont be the same as them...
he always tot i treated him the worst...
only treated him like now...
he nvr think how mani times i been dumped alone,
how mani times ppl treat me like dat...
sitting alone waiting ther for almost 2 hrs,
i reli tot u will come looking for me,
just like last time being dumped alone,
i was sitting ther,tot he will come for me....
i was wrong,its just a fucking stupid thinking...
he nvr come in fact he went home....
i was waiting , waiting ,keep on waiting,
looking at the cab, n struggling wonder shuld i take teksi ?
or wait for awhile more he will look for me?

i got no guts to go to check out whether his car still ther anot...
since last time, i reli disappointed... his car wasnt ther anymore...

he promised will hold me back if i go away or when breaking up,
and ended up i m now wit another guy.
some1 oso promised wont letting me go since i m so important to him..
seems like the ending will still be the same,
i m tired of being like dis,

falling in love, get tgt, very sweet,alot of promises, started argue,
break promises, break up..
repeating, repeating and keep on repeating.

better if i keep myself single ?