damn i hate my blind eyes,
how could i made such stupid mistake....
sigh,
not dat i complaint alot,
but still i made mistake!!
feel so stupid useless...
haix.....
always c wrong things...
better i blind so no mistake ...

i apologize saying juniors made the wrong things,
its my fault,
but still the mascapone filling is....
not nice...seriously...
lumpy sugar inside,
no cheese taste,
over full of vanilla smell,
split n wit undissolved sugar.
sigh, complaining ppl like dis,
my skill oso not as good as them,
must training!!!


i hate the feeling of failure...
even atlast i barely able to fix it,
still its not perfect,
every failure is a sigh for me,
not oni the ending is important,
the process oso important...
failure is the fact...
i failed!
and i should stop put so high of expectation on the things i hope it to be perfect,
coz atlast if its such a shit i feel very ... loser.
sorry my fren,
made such problem to u all.

not dat passionate n like college dat much oredi,
some lecturers are reli so ~~
lanci?
racist?
or i m the 1 who is the needle in their eyes?
any bad things at other ppl u nvr even mention,
at some ppl u dislike oni a tiny bit of things u can c it so clearly,
its so unfair like dis,
just be so freaking nice at ur beloved student,
senior oso like dat nvr scold,
junior oso like dat nvr scold,
oni our class always kena,
wtf u mean by this?
its not oni u,
its u, u, u, u, and u...
and now a days some juniors reli speak lanci-ly....
wtf-ing wrong wit them?
yela all anak kesayangan chef so can act lanci-ly??


so unexpected,
eddy said i have ideal body mass.
but so sorry,
i m not,
overweight 10 kg...
mayb i m the 1 who feel confident less
wit myself,
from strd5 been called as fei-po
until now,
no matter by family,
or fren,
or strangers,
yes is my fault,
stuffing myself wit 8 deliburgers,large coleslaw and whipped potato,
and snack plate within a noon when i was strd5,
drinking dozen of pepsi twist within 1 hr whenever i m upset,
eating whole big pack of M&M,chips when i angry.
luckily i stopped these bad habits by form4,
if not i couldnt imagine how fat m i now...
now my body are mostly full of kfc's oil and form to cellulite abit oni...
mayb eddy is rite,
the key is to be confident,
this is wad i lacking of, from small till now...
but fact is fact,
trend is trend,
i reli not feeling wan to wear a singlet which will make me looks like a truss chicken,
spare Tyre wit excess meat...

btw, kfc now is quite disappointing me,
no more toasted twister!!! the hell!
n the cheesy wedges not dat nice... =(

a not dat happy day,
but thank u for walking me to ktm,
long time u nvr did dat.

n my cute piggy no longer fatty boom2 anymore =( sigh,
must get new pellet soon,
SHE IS GETTING SKINNY ...

tq for listen me mumble so much,
i feel lots better now.