♥2010年5月30日星期日
ya, long time nvr update my blog,
even i update oso no ppl will read,
oni for myself,
after 2 weeks mulding at home,
n gonna start college again,
bz bz life starting soon,
so mani problem bothering me dis 2 weeks,
subject coming soon,
etc etc etc...
so so tired thinking all these crap,
when my life goin to be all well like other girl?
perfect life..
yes compare to other ppl,
i hav no confidence,
none.
i dun hav much frens,
coz i duno how to socialize,
due of the stupidity of i duno how to drive,
no money to hang(pls dun tell me no money isnt a reason dat u knot hang out, it is, n i tried b4!)
n my parents guarding me like i m 5 yrs old girl...
i feel ashame if they nvr do...
i know compare to other ppl,
i shuldnt complain my life suck,
i know some ppl's life sucker den me...
but still i reli dun like my past life,
not dat i not blissful wit wad i hav now...
but i reli dun feel wan to rmb all those memories,
y human nvr got on/off button, delete key?
y?
plz dun claim urself lonely,
unless when u open ur msn or phonebook u still can find more den 2 person to chat,
if u still can find frens to hang out few days a week after class,
if u still got frens to chat n help u after u got any prob,
thers more ppl even lonelier den u.
ya i duno this,
i duno dat,
wad oso i duno...
i m a
useless bitch.
even i update oso no ppl will read,
oni for myself,
after 2 weeks mulding at home,
n gonna start college again,
bz bz life starting soon,
so mani problem bothering me dis 2 weeks,
subject coming soon,
etc etc etc...
so so tired thinking all these crap,
when my life goin to be all well like other girl?
perfect life..
yes compare to other ppl,
i hav no confidence,
none.
i dun hav much frens,
coz i duno how to socialize,
due of the stupidity of i duno how to drive,
no money to hang(pls dun tell me no money isnt a reason dat u knot hang out, it is, n i tried b4!)
n my parents guarding me like i m 5 yrs old girl...
i feel ashame if they nvr do...
i know compare to other ppl,
i shuldnt complain my life suck,
i know some ppl's life sucker den me...
but still i reli dun like my past life,
not dat i not blissful wit wad i hav now...
but i reli dun feel wan to rmb all those memories,
y human nvr got on/off button, delete key?
y?
plz dun claim urself lonely,
unless when u open ur msn or phonebook u still can find more den 2 person to chat,
if u still can find frens to hang out few days a week after class,
if u still got frens to chat n help u after u got any prob,
thers more ppl even lonelier den u.
ya i duno this,
i duno dat,
wad oso i duno...
i m a
useless bitch.
