When i was small,
i wish to grow up faster,
so i could be more freedom,
more independent,
i can drive,
i can do wadever i wan...
But,
things seems different as u expected when u reli grown up,
more problem,
dat u cant even solve,
more secret,
dat u cant even tell ppl,
i m 20 n i dont hav much freedom,
i m 20 but i m not independent as other ppl,
i m 20 but i cant drive (stupid)
i m 20 n i canot do wadever i wan............
more suck things goin to happen suddenly,
no ppl gona cover me as when i was young.
Sometimes its barely able to breath,
when thinking all the problem boomed all in a time suddenly,
Why must life being so harsh?
I wanted to be naive juz like i was young,
duno about anything so i can be happy all the time,
Maybe being a mentally wrong ppl wasnt dat bad...
at least they wont have any problem,
i guess.

Reli not feeling wan to grow up!!!
plz forgive me if u feel i am acting like a kid,
maybe its the reflection of i dont wana be adult...
too much of pressure,
too much of responsibility,
too much of secret...

God bless me in everything ?
stay strong,
stay cool.

sometimes i reli not feeling want to share my secret,
since,
after telling the person,
it will no longer a secret anymore,
A tells B, B tells C, C tells D, D tells E and so on,
the whole world will know...
but seriously i m not a pro hider,
as some ppl does,
even my emotion and personality i cant hide it well...
if u cant take my personality as i m too rude,
den i m so sorry n u go ahead la...
i dont mind...=)
dats the way i will be...
y m i suppose to act tame since i was always dat rude haha~



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Am i the 1 who make it real for u?

XoXo,
WinniE